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| I have so much to do it's rediculas! I really need to study. And I have tried, so I guess that's something. I just really can't focus. And normally, I would clean to help my focus and then study afterwards, but I can't really do that. I'm about to do dishes, that's about all I can do. That and put most of my crap in the car, but I really don't wanna do that, cause I had to park in the pit. The sad thing is, I would totally pack my car, but I just dont wanna carry all that stuff down the hill. Wow! It might really help if I turned the tv off. Blue Collar Comedy One for the Road is on and I haven't seen it before. It's great! Okay, well, I'm gonna try to do something! Anything! | | |
| I dont wanna do my project!!! I really need to though! It's due like, tomarrow at 4!!! Oh, well!!! It'll get done! So, I don't have the slightest clue whats going on in my life right now! Like, God is guiding me and taking me places. Is Putting new people in my life. He's doing all this stuff. And I feel like the purpose... the reason he's doing this is waiting right around the corner. And if I just trust in him, then he'll reveal it to me. And I'm trying! I'm trying so hard to trust in him and not to do anything unless I'm absolutely sure that's what he wants and that's exactly how he wants it done. Timing is everything right now. I just wish that I could know his plan. I hate being in the dark! But I'm sure what I'm waiting for will come exactly when I least expect it! I just have to be patient... I'm not good at that. Oh!!! And I know this is really random, but I got a virtual pet on my page now! It's so cute! I'm way to fascinated with it... or well, them... I put a different one on my myspace, xanga, and bebo! Tig is my fave though!!! So stop by my page and play with him!!! | | |
| So, sorry bout yesterday... and the rest of the week. It's been a bad week! Oh, well!!! So, I went to Chi Alpha tonight and it made me feel a ton better... of course!!! Then I took a wonderful walk back to my dorm and it was great. It was so peaceful! It made me happy!!! I had a nice little talk with God. I dunno what it was about tonight that was so differetn, but ya, it was great! Anyhoo, I need to go to Barnes and Noble tomarrow... and the bank!!! I keep forgetting!!! Eh... oh well!!! Hehehe!!! I'm such a bad student! Well, have a good night! | | |
| Happy Easter everyone!!! I'm really bored and remembered my xanga, so here goes! I got the job at Barnes and Noble, fun times I'm sure. It's okay, but I'm not getting a lot of hours so that sux. Like this week, I'm only getting 4 hours. That's not gonna cut it, so I have to find a second job. My finaid is really jacked and I have to come up with a few hundred dollars somehow and I have no idea how that's gonna happen. I really miss Robbie cause I haven't seen him in a few days and he's been working like, nonstop, so the only time I talk to him is when he's on his way to and from work. Well, to work, the past couple days he's pulled a double and I know he isn't gonna try and call me at 7 AM! I feel kinda sorry for him working from 2 pm to almost 7 AM, like I can't imagine working over 16 hours in a day. I mean I understand time is money and overtime is really good, but I wish he didn't always pull doubles and go in when he doesn't have to. I mean, I understand when he gets mandated and stuff, but his mom said he wasn't mandated last night and he just chose to stay! Craziness!!! So needless to say he wasn't at church this morning. Oh, Woody is my new Sunday School teacher. His son just moved up here with him, so he's coming to our church now. Andy's 25 and is in my class. He's cool. He's seriously freaking tall! He made me eat a starburst jellybean in sunday school. I kept refusing, but the guy won't take no for an answer! It actually wasn't bad though! Like, normally I despise jellybeans, but this one was yummy! I got a cute easter basket this year! It's a pig! Like, it has a snout and ears and feet and eyes and a tail! It's so adorable! My mom gave it to me at church. My grandma told Robbie's mom she didnt think I'd ever grow up! She just laughed. I guess she was gonna take him some goodies to work, and she would've put em in an easter basket, but that would've embarassed him. I told her she should take my easter basket and use it for his candy!!! Heck, I would've if I knew how to get to his work! I'm pretty sure he would kill me though! But it would've been worth it! Well, I'm sorry, i didn't mean to write you a book! Sorry bout all the room I'm takin up! Later! | | |
| Hi all! It's been a week since my last blog. Aren't you proud?! Actually, I just posted one on myspace last night, so it hasn't really been that long. So, I've had two of three interviews at Barnes and Noble. I have one more left. I really hope I get the job. I really need one! If I get it, I'll be trained in the cafe and the actual book store! Plus, I'll get %50 of the cafe & %30 off B&N stuff! So, I watched the last 20 minutes or so and I'm totally confused about what's goin on. Oh, well. Someone died, I think it was that one guy. That's helpful isn't it! Have I mentioned I'm bored? Well, I am. Apparently my brother is having a real birthday party... like with friends and stuff... friday. I really don't wanna drive down to Xenia, so I might not go. Would that make me a bad sister? I mean, I went to my house on monday for his actual birthday. If I do go, hopefully Robbie comes too. Basically so that I dont have to drive down and waste my gas. That can be hard on a girl without a job! LOL. Oh and I'm excited about next weekend. Spring musical. I'm trying to convince Robbie to come saturday. He doesn't have to work, so he really doesn't have an excuse! Not holdin my breath for him to join me though. Speakin of productions, I really miss em! It's so much better to be onstage than in the audience! Wow, I have a 3.5 hour class on Tuesdays! It SUCKS! I can't sit still for that long. And I definately can't pay attention for that long. I am better than Katie though. During Greek and Roman Culture today, she noticed that our prof, who is like, extremely old and kinda looks like a skeleton, was apparently not wearing a bra. Then continued to tell me about that a couple times. She was kinda fascinated that she is really old and wasn't wearing one. I don't know... nor do I care! I just thought it was funny! The things you notice when you zone out! Oh, well! I don't have anything else to say, so bye! | | |
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